have you ever...
Wanted/planned on taking a half an hour nap... but woke up nearly two hours later thinking: Alarm, y you no wake me up?! But continuing to laze around on the bed. Bed, y you so comfy?
Too much 9gag.
What a mentally long day tmr. Sociology tut, clinical trials lect, Spanish lesson, 1.5h break and finally time series analysis lect. 0930-1730. Brain, don't zonk out tmr!
daddy to the late night rescue!
Today has been one (emotional) ordeal over another. An emotional rollercoaster really. Three peaks. I cannot get any more excitement.
First, ousted from instep round 1? What is da world coming to..... and I just paid for my transcript just that/this morning. Like suay or suay. KTH, Uppsala, TUM, UWO!! Any one would have been great. Actually either of the first two would have been awesome but nooooo. Not a single one. Bleh.
Aside from disappointment, and really a tiniest bit of acceptance and a lot of denial and to summarize, a cauldron of mixed feelings, round two here we go. Haven't told any one except two souls. It's like less real if you keep it within, you know, not that it does any actual diminishing of the real factor.
Second, seriously a fucking cockroach in lt3?! As if the instep email hasn't done enough to cause distress. Half the lt was eagerly paying attention to the pest, tracking its filthy possibly germ/bacteria infecting feelers and really who could blame them (us) for the inattention? And best thing of all, my stupid affinity (EEYUCKS) with the cockroach striked again. Thankfully no crawling over my legs this time, but it appeared behind my seat. Like a totally wtf lottery also never so accurate. Anyway thank God or whoever was watching over me, it went away, like literally ascended the steps in the lt. I was grossly, morbidly fascinated with its movements. Partly because I really hate even the 0.0001 probability that it could even possibly move back towards me, so keeping track till it meets its inevitable and totally deserving demise, I wasn't gonna let it out of my sight. The whole cockroach fiasco was hilarity, grossness and lasted for like half an hour until two noble guys decided to end the girls' misery and dealt the heroic death blow to the cockroach.
And daddy to the rescue for the third and (please please!) last ordeal of the day. Daddy got the freaking giant adult lizard out of my room! Sneaky shit sneaked in while I was out replacing my waterbottle and watching its every sneaky movement. If I were even the slightest bit inclined in science, I swear I would be studying and coming up with a patented method to effectively destroy cockroaches and possibly lizards.
Adios. Hasta la vista. Need to end this procrastination block. Boo!
If I said I want your body now...
Would you hold it against me?
This cny feels too short. Even though this year was unlike it's precedents; didn't cut my hair, didnt really get out to get new (new) clothes, didn't do so many other cny-synonymous stuffs but then again it did feel like as always. The rowdy cheery joyous atmosphere, gambling, shouting, drinking, good food and all that with good company which I wouldn't change for anything in the world. At this moment, life rocks. A pity there's school tmr. Aiyoo spoiler.
On the same note, it's the third week of school! Like already. So un-frigging-believable. And I'm still slacking like no one's business. Time to pick up the slack, self.
This sem, everything will be achieved. No pain no gain.
so this is what
smartphone withdrawal feels like.
Even though I pretty much still have internet access through my lappie, I never realize how attached I was to my 24/7 access to the world. Like that smart saying goes, how can anyone miss something they never had? Truer words have never been spoken. Feel kinda lost and pissed. Because I was in the middle of a good eboook! Now I can't get back to it! Because its in my memory card which I can't connect to my lappie!!!!!
Dumb moto miletstone 2 picked today of all days to hang, and threw its tantrum. Not that there was any good day for it to do what it did. Hang and restart hang and restart and the cycle continued for at least a dozen times. Because the owner kept being hopeful about its condition.
Sent it for repair and that took away my scheduled aftn nap for today. Boo. A tired wanting is someone you don't want to mess with. Anyway sobs much because all my data are gonna be gone. Tskkk toook so much time to download them all. But might as well do away with the 3xangry birds and 3xhungrysharks. What? They were all free on andriod market! Only 61 more apps to go. (Alchemy, 9999 camera apps, Kobo, Wordsearch, hwf, wwf, Millionaire, hangman, checkers, 4 in a row, colornote, tasklist, BBC, the economist ..........................)
This year, doesn't feel like any other year. At all. It's like all good and bad at the same time. Weird.
a world of pain
All self attributed. This is what happpens when one abstains from exercizing on a regular basis for abt six months (or longer more like). 3h of badminton on Friday and my dear body is aching like nobody's business. Calfs, thighs, ass, back, neck, shoulder blades, arms, elbows, and palms. No idea why my ass is aching but prolly due to incessant or excessive or even errogenous footwork. Badminton, chim stuff.
Is it sad that I'm looking forward to a full 9h of (hopefully) uninterrupted sleep tonight? Week 1 was exhausting. The only good that came out of those early mornings was my body clock is on its way to a healthier gmt. Naps rock. Haha
Peace out, yo.
Home is where the comfy bed is
The second day of school, and I've already fallen prey to the inability to stay awake. And succumbed to a nap. Which in my defense was severly overdued. After a whole month of late nights and waking up at noons, I'm surprised I even managed to wake up at 645 today to crash a 945 sociology101 lecture after sleeping at 1plus the same night.
Aiyo how to survive the week much less the semester?
Yawning; my constant (silent) company.
Decisions to make by end of this week:
Course load - currently 20aus (3xmath, spanish, socio, badminton)
INSTEP - where
Mm I seem to be forgetting something here.
boy, you got my heartbeat running away
On the verge (or cliff, really) of an eggciting journey. It's growing up. Waking up one day and realize hey going to school isn't going to be the same ever again. Wanting more from your life, and your friends. Not knowing where Life would take you. Having dreams but no real means of fulfilling them. Not yet anyway but it'll happen. Today, I feel like
21.
Change is happening. Embrace it. Or not.
Like they said, a thousand mile journey begins with a single (baby) step. Or at least I like this phrasing better since I would be like (at least) hundreds of miles away sometime, seven months later. Epiphanies are good for the soul. Next thing you know, I would have inked
carpe diem on my forearm. Not quite ready to take
that plunge yet.
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try
To fix you.Labels: deep, me
2012
Six days later. Hahahaha
Broke in the new year with sissy and several bottles of alcoholic indulgences; - Brown Brothers moscato, Bulmers, Asahii & ican'trmbwhat - Lays chips, MTV running, channels-switching, rewatching Ironman 2 on HBO and having a ball of a time or at least till we passed out. In exhaustion or just plain drunk. I
think I was sober but dog-tired.
Broke in the new year with Dreams & Reality exhibit at National Museum! Finally! A first person view on Van Gogh, and Monet paintings. My inner artisan soul was writhing in ecstasy. And really, it was a fantastic time despite that I was on a tight schedule. Museums are always fun. And they shipped in paintings, drawings and photography from the Musee d'Orsay, Paris. (Happy) sighs.
Broke in the new year with the first r21 film with N. HAHA truthfully speaking, not much of a leap from the m18 shows, but more sexual violence which eeek. The girl with a dragon tattoo is not bad. Exciting (psychological?) thriller that went in circles finding the missing girl which turned out to be someone obvious and the killer who was again someone obvious. Not sure why she was called the girl with the dragon tattoo or why she even has the dragon tattoo and even why she was not qualified as a mentally competent individual when she works as a professional hacker.
Broke in the new year, shit is it only three days to sem2??!
HAHA
