rainy saturday
came back frm j8 just now. had another meeting for Project Work at Coffee Beans.
kope-d frm yenhui. hahaColorgenics
You are striving for a life full of activity and experience and, perhaps even more, an environment where you would be able to forge a close bond with a person who can offer full emotional fulfilment.
You are a fighter and always on the defensive. You always need to be sure that your position is safe and established. When you finally make a decision you will pursue it to the bitter end in spite of all opposition.
There are times of everyone's life when 'compromise' is the name of the game and this is the time, so you have no alternative but to forgo some pleasures for the time being. You are capable of achieving satisfaction through physical activity.
For some time now your hopes and expectations have been denied and because of this you are becoming withdrawn and introverted. Continual disappointment has manifested itself in you becoming both suspicious and restrained you have become withdrawn from others and have receded more and more into yourself. You seem to have lost your innate enthusiasm and imaginative nature, for fear that you may be carried away by it only to find that you are wasting your time. You are loath to trust people, as in the past your trust has been misplaced. You seem to be keeping yourself cautiously aloof from others. At this moment in time your attitude is to trust nobody - until they can prove themselves to you.
Whatever you have tried to do seems to have gone wrong and you are now quite convinced that there is little point of formulating new objectives and it is this belief that has resulted in the stress and anxiety. You would like to be able to communicate with other people who think as you do. At this time there seems to be no-one on the horizon nor is there any prospect of meeting anyone in the immediate future. But it must be said that you are really a 'trier' and indications are that you will, as indeed you have in the past, 'bounce back'.
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You are The Devil
Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession
The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.
Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
i still cannot believe i picked the devil card. oh wells.. for all i know, maybe it picked me.... ... .. .
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week 9. for the first time, i'm actually glad that time flies.
monday.
had chi oral. i totally suck. damnit. training was ...
tuesday.
physics test.
wednesday.
training was pulled off last minute which gave us time to get down to tp sports hall for vball finals between NYJC AND AJC. we won with 3-1. hahahah. "jiayou-nanyang-jiayou-(clap, clap)" "give me 1 more, (clap, clapclap, clapclap)" "N-clap, Y-clap, JC-clapclap". hahaha had lots of fun cheering them on. afterwhich i totally suffered the consequences: had vibrating ears and a hoarse voice.
thursday.
tuition was very fruitful. went home and mugged for econs. even gave Prison Break a miss. thank god for the invention of vcr.
today.
was dozing on and off during chem lecture. this is bad, considering i had a rather early night at 12 yesterday. had econs essay test after that which i'm pretty sure that i will fail. got back physics test. which i didnt fail when i thgt i wld. but after seeing the paper once again, there was this 8marks i could have gotten. anyway, that's over. still have midyrs to look forward to (i hope?).
this weekend will definitely be a busy one.
Remorse; the fatal egg that Pleasure laid.
I dun like it when my efforts dun get the least appreciated. And i hate Now.Time is flying and i'm not catching up with it. Why? Thank God for the hols. Maybe i shld be afraid.
a little of :) and a little of :(
:)
1. clinched full 5 points for most of the napfa items.
2.4 - 13.54 wahaha personal best. the 8rounds did helped afterall..
shuttle run.
sit up. i happily lay down on the mat once i hit 31.
sit & reach - 48/49cm. whahah another personal best.
2. physics tutorial was finally not a waste of time.
in-the-middles
1. napfa- inclined pull up. was this short to clinching another full 5 but chinping, chengen and melinda plus the whole class was watching me. being a person who cannot cope well with too much pressure, i caved in to the exhaustion. anyway, i gripped the handle till my palms turned white. now its red. haha
2. napfa- standing board jump. was this tiny weeny bit to clinching another personal best. i hit 186 on second try but my hands landed way behind. sad-ed. on the third and final try, i only got 166. in a anxious attempt to get to the election, i bo-chaped.
3. got back chem test. didnt fail, but didnt do well either. oh wells...
4. training resuming next monday.
:(
1. lots to do this weekend as usual.
2. 3 tests next week; namely chem SPA on mon, physics test on tues, econs essay test on fri.
3.
smth that shall not be named3 more trainings till seniors step down. :(
-snippets from Click the movie.
Will you still love me tmr?
Forever, and ever babe. :))
... ... :(
dear blogger,
life has been so-so so far. tournaments ended with acjc last friday on a light note. a good fight it was till the very end. took a team picture w/o weiling :(. and some spastic shots of ...
no more stoning in the toilet waiting patiently for the rest to tie their hair.
no more gloating at some people at their attempt in tying their hair.
no more of that awkward moments where one would exclaim that she forgot to shave out loud. haha
no more trying to adapt to a nice sleeping position on the bus.
no more
nan chu whoosh. :(
no more trying to dart away from the public's view in our jerseys. :) hahha
no more meeting up in the atrium to have lunch together. :( [?]
no more of that special jittering feeling before a game starts. :(
no more of having to get to leave classes halfway.
no more special treatment of getting to skip pe. :(
no more team talk at the end of every game. :(
no more dinner after game. :(
no more crapping after dinner. :(
no more seniors coming down for trainings soon. :(
and i miss them alrdy. :(
its amazing given the short period of time that we spent together, we managed to forge such strong bonds. it just aint the same now. nothing will ever be the same again. i seriously didnt know i was capable of such touchy-freely, mushy stuffs. but the truth as it is. haha
went out on sat to do pw.
got back econs test today. :(
"try harder, your best has yet to come.."
how very encouraging these few simple words turned out to be.
history must not repeat itself.
totally embarrassed myself during physic lect today.
shall not mention it.
celebrating mother's day in advance tmr. see how filial i am. haha
thursday-gp test, maths test.
next week- oral, physics test, econs test
yay. great.
un-fruitful aka procrastination at its peak day
I'M GONNA GET MY GUNS
Labour Day
had an unexpected early night yest due to unforeseen circumstances. i had actually wanted to take a
short nap, but who knew my body had wanted more. Today: went Raffles Place to catch on the last day sale in Robinsons. saw some familiar pple. bought a red Nike top. there was this guy dressed in pink top and white bottoms. he was probably too urgent or smth, he went to the females toilet. so weeirrdd. i think he didnt realise at first until me and my mum went in. he didnt dare to come out. lol. but the thing was, the urinals were so different in the first place, how cld he have miss it? then later, some women went into the toilet. lol. i have no idea whether he came out or not. maybe he's still inside... had subway for lunch. man, finally satisfied my craving after so many days.
had a good game yesterday with njc. coach got so agitated by the umpires that at one point, she slammed her file on the ground. lol. went for tuition after that. man, finally one full lesson where i fully understand what she was going through. i must be getting smarter. wahahah. anyway, there's chem test tmr. still, i have yet to go through my notes. pi to be submitted tmr. and my printer picked the right time to ps me. Right. And vjc tmr. All the best to myself.
