Tuesday, July 29, 2008

amazed - vanessa hudgens

okay i realised my blog is dying but so is everybody else's. 30 freaking days to prelims hence the lack of activity around here. not to mention, the daily 5pm school dismissal that everyone looks forward to. actually i look forward to going home everyday, but dun we all?

anyway, here i am, typing all these more to myself than anybody since i doubt many read my blog due to countless reasons but..... i have A LOT of things to do as a matter of fact so dun mistake me as someone who's very free. i am lots of things but free. let me rephrase that; i have lots of things but (free) time. i read regina's blog some time ago; and all i want to say is i want to buy time too! literally. but every thing has its price. zzz. it's always "so much to do and/but not enough time" recently. i think my time management suck, like to the core or smth.

a few weeks ago; i made a mental note that my 200th post is coming. but then, now that i took time to visit this old shag that i used as a venue of whining, bitching, complaining and all, i realised that my 200th post is rather distant. oh btw; im using my sis's ultra sleek new compaq while she's snogging my bed.

just had a very very very brief msn conversation with chinping. our surroundings really play a big role in affecting how we are. the environment moulds us differently and perhaps this is our way of adapting? strange but interesting topic for another day.

okay quick updates abt me for the past few weeks.
- testimonial game which officially marks us stepping-down. stamina sucked like shit and the next day and the day after that i had muscle(s) ache.
- got back disappointing midyr results. AEEEE. sian
- oh yes. SINGFest. yuda and kenneth are the only people i know going SINGFest!!!! so freaking jealous. PCD, Travis, Alicia Keys and more. and the tix are like 150 and beyond. a bit too exorbitant ain't it? tsk. never mind. big picture big picture. i'll go the next time damnit.

okay i can't rmbr much alr. i mean life for me hasn't been very interesting of late; it's just wake up, go to school, study, eat, go home, sleep, eat, study, and the cycle continues. and my last movie was 21! so long ago. tsk. okay okay i plan to catch the love guru some time soon to boost my no-life life. meanwhile i shall be diligent and go back to my books.
till then adieu.............

Friday, July 11, 2008

Katy Perry - I Kissed A Girl

dun mind the title of the song. but just to set the record straight; i've never did that; (eeyucks i can't stand typing out and mentally reading and going through the action) but it's got a quite nice tune to it. haha although the mv isn't much to um talk abt, but well...

i survived the first week of semester 2! we all did! goodness. new timetable was shockingly longgg with every single day not ending earlier than 1700. how sick is that? okay i guess we all needed that seeing how "fantastical" all our results were but thennn. tsk. never mind. got back most of the papers alr. and frankly i'm not really truly satisfied with any. econs was pretty much a disappointment; okay actually everything turned out to be a big disappointment so i won't bother listing them out.

prelims starts on 28.8. time to start mugging again. sighs. very soon, it'll all be over. i can't imagine myself looking back at this particular period of time in the future. already here i am where i am, i have fond memories of jc life. amid all the competition, the mugging, the blahblahblah, i find myself being a bit nostalgic. at the start of 2007, i didn't think much about the two years that i was going to spend in jc, i didn't think i would remember much about this period, i didn't think i would look back and cherish all that, i didn't think a lot of things. but now that i'm thinking; life itself seems to be a rat race, but particularly for A's, it seems an even stiffer race/competition against time. i want time to pause for now, more than ever, due to many many reasons. but it won't, not for me, not for others.

okay now my mind is in a blank. i had a lot to say and a lot in mind earlier. but well... goodbye for nowwwwwwwwww

Sunday, July 6, 2008

finger eleven - paralyzer

summary for what i did during these past few days.
1. made 3 trips to the library (on separate occasions)
2. got 7books (in total)
3. caught three movies (on separate days)
4. did three blog-tests
5. studiously went for tuition
6. prayed that my timetable wld change
7. packed my stuffs

okay that's basically it. anyway; i'm like reading 2books a day. amazing right. but a bit sad in the pathetic sense because seriously, i just cooped myself in the room and read non-stop. i get very easily absorbed. yesterday, i made a trip to tpy library to get my 6th book to MJD's vampy series, and i almost died when the book-borrower machine couldn't read and let me borrow it. i was thinking if the counter librarian couldn't help me borrow it, i was pretty prepared to stay there and finish the book. but thankfully she helped me borrowed the book successfully. and off i went, and within 2.5hours i finished the book la. i'm like super-efficient.

oh and i found smth(s) interesting and fun to do again. here goes;

1. What time did you get up today? get up: 11. hahahah woke up at 9 though that was when i off-ed the alarm.
2. Diamonds or pearls? diamonds are forever! and a girl's best friend. but can i opt for Gold instead? it's pricier. Lol
3. What was the last film you saw? 3/7; 21. nice show.
4. What is your favourite TV show? plenty. Heroes, Supernatural, Samantha Who?, Ugly Betty, Prison Break.
5. What did you have for breakfast? fillet-o-fish from macs.
6. What is your middle name? wan? lol
7. What is your favourite cuisine? western.
8. What foods do you dislike? food that i dun consume. hahaha spicy and smelly stuffs.
9. What are your favourite foods? my mom's cooking.
10. What is your favourite CD at the moment? i dun have a proud CD collection.
11. What kind of car do you drive? none. but i like Jeeps and convertibles. hehe
12. Favourite sandwich? Subway's except the veggie thingy and the meatball thingy which i have yet to try.
13. What characteristics do you despise? can't put it in words.
14. Favourite item of clothing? i like comfy jeans preferably from Levi's.
15. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go? how abt everywhere? but i dun particularly like Asian countries i duno why/.
16. What colour is your bathroom? blue and white.
17. Favourite brand of clothing? too many to name.
18. Where would you like to retire to? somewhere relaxing and with green pastures and horse running free-spiritedly.
19. Favourite time of day? bedtime!
20. What was your most memorable birthday? i duno. but i'm looking forward to this year's. actually i look forward to every year's.
21. Where were you born? thomson medical centre.
22. Favourite sport to watch? football. can watch cute guys in their top field. hehe
23. Who do you least expect to send this back to you? no idea? i koped this from some guy i found at multiply. Lol
24. Who do you think will send it back first? no idea. and frankly i dun care.
25. Coke or Pepsi? Coke.
26. Are you a morning person or night? night.
27. Do you have any pets? at the moment, no. but i plan to have a dog.
28. Any new and exciting news you want to share? new yes, exciting no. school's starting soon! lol
29. What did you want to be when you were little? lawyer, psychiatrist, police, teacher
30. What are you currently reading? stephen cole's bloodline cipher and maryjanice davidson's the royal pain.
31. What is your favourite colour? blue.
32. What is your favourite ice cream flavour? chocolate. i just ate ben n jerry's choc for lunch. HAHA
33. Red or White wine? no preference.
34. Do you have any tattoos? no but i think it'll be cool to have one.
35. Greatest feeling in the world? triumph i think.
36. Any resolutions? getting procrastination out of my system. i'm trying. haha


W: Very broad minded.
A: likes to drink
N: Dead Sexy.
T: Loyal to those you love.
I: Very crazy
N: Dead Sexy.
G: never let people tell you what to do
coincidence that i have two N in my name? hahaha i didn't change any of the key fyi in any case if one suspects.

KEY:
A: likes to drink
B: Likes people
C: is wild and crazy
D: Has one of the best personalities ever.
E: A GOOD KISSER
F: People adore you.
G: never let people tell you what to do
H: Have a very good personality and looks.
I: Very crazy
J: Lives life for fun.
K: Really silly.
L: Loved by everyone
M: Makes dating fun.
N: Dead Sexy.
O: Best in bed.
P: Popular with all types of people.
Q: A hypocrite.
R: Very crazy
S: Easy to fall in love with
T: Loyal to those you love.
U: Really like to chill.
V: Not judgemental.
W: Very broad minded.
X: Never let people tell you what to do.
Y: One of the best damn bf/gf anyone could ask for.
Z: Always ready.

Friday, July 4, 2008

Colby O Donis ft Akon - What You Got

went out for "21" with meiping and tzehui. okay now i'm watching movies on a almost daily basis. shucks. please please dun let this become a habit. nice show actually abt real-life application of maths but not sure if the variable cards-counting theory really works and the lead actor was quite mmmmm. suave's the word i guess./

dinner-ed at Crystal Jade. and for once, i went there not for dimsum but for dinner. but it's okay, there's a first for many stuffs.

i'm finishing my last book. sighs. i'm bored. because firstly; i'm alone at home with my maid. second. my only source of entertainment is my book which is not a bad thing except it means that when i finished it, i would have to find myself an alternate source. thirdly; hence, i can't bear to read somemore/ but at the same time the anticipation is killing me. oh wells. cause and effect can be such a torturous drag sometimes.

okay okay. i shall do the tests people have been tagging all in one post. hahaha

yiling's:

Instruction: Remove one question from the below and add in your personal question. Make it a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people. List them at the end of the post. Notify them at their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever who does the tags will have blessing from all.

1. At what age do you wish to get married?
20plus. Before 30. Okay. Between 25-30. Seriously I can't narrow the scope down further.

2. Study hard or Play hard?
Both. I hate the guilt feeling when I play too hard and not study.

3. Love you or Hate you?
Both. I like contradictions but more of the former please. LOL

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
What kind of confidence are you talking about?

5. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
Okay. Why do these questions keep popping up in questionnaires? I'll ask for more to come true. There's a reason why Greed is one of the seven sins of Man. Haha

6. What is your idea of a friend?
One who listens and can accept my flaws. Okay this is so sad. But really I'm a deeply flawed person. By deeply I mean my flaws are not oblivious. I have secret evil wishes.

7. What is your goal this year?
Get FABULOUS A level results.

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
if there's no eternal life, how can there be eternal love?

9. If you have all the time and money in the world, what would you do?
Finally! I'll give my thanks to God for making my dream come true, then I'll go to Zurich, LA many many places that my sis went and made me green with envy and red with jealousy, and of cos see the 7 wonders of the world myself. I always wanted to do that. Oh and most importantly I will retire early and to some nice nice place with a nice pasture with my hubby and kids. Oh and I want to have horses too.

10. If time were to unwind, what would you want to change?
No idea. But there's cause and effect, if I change one, then I'll prolly end up changing everything.

11. What is the weirdest thing you have ever done?
But half of the normal things I do my friends find it weird! Just ask them! Lol

12. What feelings you hate the most?
Guilt. But on the other hand, guilt drives me. Also, I hate feeling inferior. I detest losing.

13. What is your childhood ambition?
I have plenty. Lawyer (because you can make a lot of money), famous movie star (a girl can dream, can she? Haha) psychiatrist (it seems cool to hypnotize people), police (but after awhile I decided against it cos police always die in crossfires) okay I can't remember already. that was then. now i'm clueless. i just want to make lots of money.

14. Do you believe in love at first sight?
I duno. Sounds too fairytale-like. If it happens to me then I'll say it's true. So far, not happening yet. Lol but then again, love at first sight is very superficial don't you think? This question reminds me of Enchanted, which the movie showed that you don't end up with the one you fell in love at first sight. HAHA

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
At the moment; getting FABULOUS A level results. (DEJA VU LOL)

16. Who do you hope to be always behind you, supporting you?
of cos my close and loved ones/.

17. One person who you think will be able to guide you through everything?
Doubt so but I still hope for one. Oh another thing I don't like; feeling lost.

18. Describe the person who tagged you in five words. (yiling)
she is a wonderful friend. HAHA 5 words not adjectives what.

19. Do you deserve to be loved?
Of cos. Why not? Everybody deserve to be loved I think.

20. Do you believe in vampires and werewolves?
Yes. Definitely. Okay let you in on a tiny secret; I don't mind being turned into one. I mean, be realistic, eternal life, and imagine the fortune one can amount to. Having a liquid diet is just one tiny downside. And I always think it's cool to change into a werewolf during full moon. Notice the present tense, because I still think that. Haha

tags: i'm very lazy to list names.

wanxin's:

I shall tell you about:
1. Tell you why I befriended you.
2. Associate you with something - random, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.
3. Tell you something I like about you.
4. Tell you a memory I have of you.
5. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
6. In return, you must post this on your blog/LJ/where ever you want to post it at.

1. because we share the same half-name. hahaha
2. the yellow-black stripes socks that you have, that i have the white-black version of. Lol
3. i think you're pretty cool
4. the amazing consecutive defending you did during the tj friendly which wowed everybody
5. mm. (can i postpone this? i can't think of one at the moment.) hahaha

jesselyn's: (even though technically she didnt ask me to do it ): but it looked fun, so heck. hahaha)

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.


#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- I will kill him. Hahahah kidding. But I will make sure he pays. And boy will he pay. I hate to lose.

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- can I be greedy and ask for more wishes to come true? Okay okay, I want to be rich; I want to do many many things.

#3. What will your dream wedding to be like?
- um I don't think that far. But then a church service seems kinda nice, and fairytale-like, nevertheless I'll like for that.. ((:

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
- Very. Seriously. I thgt I had plans/.

#5. what's your ideal lover like?
- Omg. Revealing this seems a bit awkward. Lol

#6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
- Both! But I secretly think being loved is a more more wonderful feeling.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- That'll depends. I hate to wait.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- Move on. But keep taps on the person and gloat when they break up. HAHA

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
-Yes. Too much disappointment. And too much studying.

#10. Is being tagged fun?
- Yes. I kinda like doing all these. Lol

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
- Tough question. I think I'll be working by then. Please let me make lots lots of money.

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
- um. People whom I have at the moment.

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
- selfish. she didnt tag me but i kope it from her blog anyway. hahaha kidding. i missed her.

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
- I want to be rich and married!

#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
- check the time. If it's early, I'll snooze the alarm. Heck, I snooze the alarm everyday that's why I set 3 for school days. HAHA

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
- All referring to sex also? Depends I suppose. Lol

#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- is that possible? I'm a very realistic person. I'll pick the one who loves me more. No kidding. No seriously, I'm not joking.

#18. What type of friends do you like?
- B/G no preference. Haha current ones are nice.

#19. What type of friends do you dislike?
- Those who always talk as if the world revolves around themselves. Wake up please.

tags: too lazy.

finally. tada! later..

Thursday, July 3, 2008

if we were a movie - hannah montana

OMG. The most embarrassing thing just happened to me yesterday. Okay I know I was supposed to blog yesterday because well midyrs are over! But then I was too engrossed reading. Anyway back to the embarrassing thing that happened.

My handphone alarm rang during physics paper 1 today. Like fuck. I almost died. Thank god we were just done with the paper (thankfully I set my alarm at 9am) and the tutors were about done collecting the papers. And so they didn't pursue the incident which I'm omg-ly thankful for. I can't even say how gratified I am. Imagine the phone confiscated on the last day of exams? Lol I dun think they confiscate the phone anymore like in secondary school maybe just a warning but still… I knew smth was wrong when I decided to set my alarm for the next day after I woke up at 630. It was like too nice and disciplined on my part. fyi; my favorite activity in the morning is to snooze the alarm. Hahaha And to think I've got a model student award for one term back in secondary school. That would have certainly tarnished my goody good two shoes image. Lol and the stupid ringtone was Pocketful of Sunshine by Natasha Bedingfield. I so officially hate that song right now. A few days ago, the ringtone was 4minutes. Even more lol. And really, I'm very thankful I've got a sony ericsson phone which has auto snooze 9minutes later. I could really have died and have a heart attack okay maybe have a heart attack then die. When it rang, I was just about thinking who that is and what a way to end the paper and that that was a lucky person since we just ended the exam then the stupid ringtone started sounded awfully familiar. Then I looked at the clock and finally realization hit and went right home.

Went to catch Get Smart with the usual people after that and before getting smart, we went for mac breakfast. Get Smart isn't half as bad as I thgt it would be, (I thgt it was some mindless laugh it off show) and it actually had a sensible storyline. Not bad not bad. At first I thgt agent 99 was the double agent cos she keeps dropping blatant hints that she was one, not to trust people easily that kind of thing. Then it turns out to be agent 23 who happens to be Dwayne The Rock Johnson. I think he makes delicious eye candy on screen. The dance-off part was hilarious. Went to the library again after the movie. Again because I couldn't resist temptations and went the day before physics paper1. Hahaha and not unexpectedly, I didn't study for physics. Actually I forgot about the time because I was too absorbed with the book, and a few times my mom came into the room and commented sarcastically, "I thgt you have a paper tmr?" and many atimes, I dropped the book only to pick it back up to read when she left the room. Hahaha I'm damn good at putting up a show. I managed to finish 1.5 books in a day inclusive of meal times, tuition and all. Oh and when I was keeping watch on the time I spent on a particular 295pages book that I was reading, I realized okay calculated just for fun that I read 4/3 pages per minute. Lol amazing how you can apply maths to just spice things up in daily life. Okay that was my way of handling the sad situation I'm in; my exams ended and my sis is off to L.A. Goodness. I’m so freaking jealous. !!! And the worse part, she just msged me saying she reached the Hilton hotel in L.A. alr and that Disneyland is beside the hotel. wtf. And she caught the fireworks but fucking wasted cos she's not going because the crew wants to go shopping instead. Argh. If she wasn't my beloved sister I'll prolly kill her or kidnap her or smth for just making me jealous, but I love her too much to do that. Aww. She brought back nice nice pictures of Zurich the last time and I was frankly dying to see L.A. in pictures despite not being there myself and being veryvery(very to infinity) green-eye of her.

Anyway, I'm about done with all the books I borrowed. Zzz. Despite having to drag my lazy ass out the house and all to go to the library, I love going there nevertheless. I like the triumph feeling I get when I find the books I want. But at the amazingly fast paced rate I'm reading, many series of which I'm into concurrently, are not even completed yet. That's the downside. It's either that, or I'm too late; someone else got there a step earlier and got my intended book. Tsk.

Okay I’m going to do wanxin's a! thingy and yiling’s 20 questions thing later. Okay, maybe tmr. Hahaha. Going out for another movie and dinner with a bunch of people whom I haven seen in a gazillion years. I'm spending lots of money on movies these days. This is a bad bad observation. Bye!

And;
To --, I'm pretty curious to know who you are. And since you dun really want to reveal your mysterious identity; can you at least give some hints? Like for example, are you F/M?

I think I'm suffering from some post-exams stress that in fact I'm enjoying this little game of Guess Who. It's like playing murderer. Lol frankly, if now were other normal times, I'll prolly be strangling myself to be conversing with strangers. Not that extreme actually because I treasure my own life very much, but probably delete all the anonymous tags. I always like to know who I'm dealing with. But since I'm not all that tech-savvy, okay you can call me a tech-noob I dun even know how to change blogskin for goodness sake, hence it's definitely out of my extremely limited technology capabilities to use the ipp address and investigate from there like some people I know would and could. I think that point is pretty obvious because as one would have been observant, I haven change my blogskin for quite some time and it's not I dun want to but rather, I duno how to. Hahaha

Well, this is surprisingly a long post. Hahaha