Not counting those where I stayed in my room the entire day with a single mindedness to clear my drama series and various movies. Of course.
Did 3 timetable plans for the next sem. So taxing on my since 20th may-have-shrunk-to-a-pea-sized brain. Decisions decisions. Can't live with them and can't live without them. All the make your own bed so lie in it thang.
I'm so bored that I actually started looking for a temp temp job. I know I kept bitching about the fact that hols are so short and etc, but feels so long now. And it's only been a week. Not that I want the new sem to start just yet, but I just want to do something to make it worth my while you know. Not waste time and slack at home be a full-time couch potato. I want to look back upon these university years and pat myself on the back, saying I haven't wasted my time. Earning spare cash would open many doors like saving for rainy day, investing in retail therapy, come in handy for all the overseas tripsss in my mind and the guitar I'd wanted to buy and learn how to play andandand you know, the never-ending list.
And like I told C, 20 is the time of our lives. The peak, the part where we live dangerously, recklessly and spontaneously, the time where consequences don't exist in our dictionary. Seriously, after university, everything's gonna go downhill, or at least less of whatever cool/fun stuffs we have going for us now. Everything we do now will be and should be nothing but fond memories to look back on. The part where we look back in ten years and think, embarrassing, cliche but good times.
Even when I have a party planned at my place tmr (sorta anyway), my fickleness is making itself known again. 91.3 has a countdown @ ACM that sounds pretty cool. Oh gosh.
One week and two days past my last paper already? What have I done? Let's see let's see.
Had xmas party on the 23rd @ Kenneth's place, plain shagging at home the verra next day since I only got back home at 4plus AM. Had MAORI xmas thang in hall, so went back to school in the night. Celebrated Christmas at home on 25th, and watched going the distance which is a great flick btw.
Spent 26th catching up on Hellcats (4 episodes worth) and watched Planet 51. Pretty funny flick, but more for kids I suppose. It wasn't my thang. Spent 27th watching Lost Girl, 5 epi-worth and caught the Hangover, awesome show btw again Bradley Cooper is hawt and Justin Bartha is cuteee, and Alpha and Omega in french. I know right, totally -.- Had to rely on the chinese subtitles which don't really seem to fit the scenario. Thw howling parts were pretty funny to watch and hear.
So, today. Vam Diaries. Team Damon ftw! Anti-Katharine although I do so love her hair, so much better than Elena's flat center-parting.
How is that productive of my hols so far?
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Sooooooooo. What to do on 31st? Decisions decisions. Hate them, love them but we still gotta live with them.
This is so weird. Okay, not the facebook-stalking part which I freely admit to doing, and what everyone does secretly or not so secretly. But finding out someone you used to know having a bf?! She didn't even look like the type.
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Is this jealousy rearing its horns because the feelings suck. I should totally start a SAL club. (SAL - Single, Available, and Looking for someone) Like an AA club, we'll go; "Hi, my name is ... and I'm (age). I am SAL.
And in any case if anyone's wondering, the seven deadly sins are gluttony, lust, envy, jealousy, greed, sloth, pride, and wrath. Personally, Pride is my personal downfall. Silly but you know. OMG and after wikipedia-ing it, I'm like ohcrap. Check it out yourself. Pride goeth before a fall and all that.
It's so crazy to still be awake now. Crap. Shouldn't have on the com in the first place; like I always say, one thing will always lead to another.
Things to do: - read - pack - swim - get xmas presents x2 - get out of the house - meet someone new - learn guitar - do nothing - watch the day go by - get financial support for next sem and for impending exchange trip
I know I sounded like I'm poor, but uh so don't worry folks that's not the intended meaning. I just meant it as a there's-always-a-need-for-more-money kind of way.
Last christmas I gave you my heart, The very next day, you gave it away This time to save me from tears, I'm giving it to someone special.
I want to spend at least one Christmas like that, with a cosy fire. Is that too much to ask for? Dear Santa, if I promise to be verra nice, would you make that wish of mine a reality some day?
We all wear masks, Everyone, everyday Sometimes we wear them so much, We forget who we really are. Sometimes if we're lucky, Someone comes along and shows us who we really want to be, who we should be - Nikita S1E9
IT'S OVER! 215 SUCKED, 211 WAS UNEXPECTED. HAVE A GOOD FEELING ABT ASTRO AND BIZ LAW. 213 SHLD BE OKAY. WHAT DID I MISS? OH YA. AMAZED MYSELF BY THE AMOUNT OF QUALITY CRAPPING I'VE DONE. S SHLD BE OKAY. HEHHEH
Now I have a serious dilemma. What to do next? Sleep, swim, read, shop or watch? 4 weeks don't seem enough leh.
This about sums it up. Hahahahah
Things to do: - Pompeii @ National Arts Museum (w DRY) - CSI Experience @ Science Centre - try that pancakes place recommended in NY Chronicles - try this Canopy Dining Bar also recommended in Ny Chronicles (what, I'm a fan.)
Oh God. Cannot give up nowwww. It's been only what, day two?
I hope no one sees this. So technically, I'm not cheating. Those people whom are my so-called friends are making it so difficult to resisttt. Tsk. Fb is like the apple to my Eve. Forbidden fruit and all.
I posted this incredibly interesting version of Adam and Eve awhile back. (I think). But I can't find it now. ): Oh wells. One more thing to add in the things to do after 20th. Note to self: re-read all archives until Adam and Eve story is found.
To lose it all in the blur of the start Seeing is deceiving, Dreaming is believing It's okay not to be okay Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart Tears don't mean you're losing, Everybody's bruising Just be true to who you are
