Cause of death: Overcalculus-ed
OMG sooooo dead.
Now, strangely, the situation has reversed since midterms. I'm a-okay with 315 and now having probs with 212. FML.
I hate this sem. ):
Thank the Lord, Mom's mostly okay.
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This Semester
Has been really crazy. First I took on two project-based mod, both non-examinable but equally if not more time-consuming than a typical module. One pass/fail (entrepreneurship if anyone is interested) and HW102a (compulsory mod). I'm pretty thankful that I have had team members who faithfully did their parts, and in the first; a really great team leader who not only did his part but also helped everyone in their respective part. I learnt quite a bit from these two modules, and prolly do not regret taking them two simultaneously.
The rest of the modules were pretty normal. Psychology didn't fail my expectations although the fact that the freaking mean and median for midterm were so high was a bit taunting but nevertheless, I have decided to give it all I've got. As for biz fin, damn disappointing. I just hope I didn't make the wrong decision. I'm going to be damn pissed however, if the same shit happens like in HP802. 2 more S/Us to go. It's like a drug; once you start, it's not easy to get off the bandwagon. Would not recommend using unless 100% sure.
I had a list of mostly cons to rationalize my decision; first being midterm totally screwed me up. If not for the !@#$% score, I wouldn't even be entertaining s/u; I mean no one would if they were on equal footing. Second being, not enough time to study, really. Now that we have two weeks left, a miracle is not going to be forthcoming no matter how desperately needed. It's not like I didn't study for it anyway. It's too damn fucking demoralizing to see your efforts go to waste.
The RMI minor, well... I might have been too optimistic about it. If I take it away from the equation, I'm still hopeful about being able to carry out my plan in graduating in 3.5years and going for exchange in the 4th year.
I have had enough disappointments this semester to last me an entire year. That said, time to put all these shit down and look forward. Time to divert all resources onto what matters.
After all that has been said and done; would it be terribly selfish if I hope the biz fin finals wouldn't be easy?
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My Life Is A Rumble Pile Of Mess
What if my best is not enough.
This sem officially sucks.
Fuck it. S/U I shall.
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Hello Moto (Hi Beckham!)
In hindsight, I did probably make too hasty a decision in buying the Moto Milestone 2. Okay wait, no probably about it. Not only is it difficult to navigate, most things got screwed. One, I had to create a gmail. Second, I almost couldn't access blogger cos Google combined my original hotmail acc that I used to blog with the new gmail I created. Third, battery life is damn short. Fourth, camera sucks. What 5MP. Liar liar pants on fire please.
What was I thinking? Changing to Moto when I've always been a steady SE (cybershot) loyal fan. I should have known. It was $1 afterall. Good things don't come cheap. A lesson learnt.
I am damn annoyed now. Not only am I behind schoolwork, I have biz fin test to mug for this friday. Which I cut class for and wanted to start once I got home, but Moto decided otherwise. WTF man. Sian ttm. There's this (slight) possibility that I might get scammed by the aussie ETA thing. Andandand, had a double dose of hits when i got back my midterm results for 212 and 315.
My life sucks. Seriosuly. What's up with this sem? First, scored below average for psych 101, then wayyy below average for 212 and 315. Please please don't screw my finals. God. Can't wait for all these crap to be over and done with.
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Know thyself
Had a revelation about myself this morning. It was quite shocking to say the least. That is, I'm into self-torture. Sighs. How else could explain the crazy notion of waking up early on a perfect sleepable Saturday morning? And that is after not getting sufficient sleep for at least 7h a day for the past two days, I'm about to go out of my head!! SOS (sleep-oh-sleep!) how I need you so.
