Silence Speaks

This Semester

Has been really crazy. First I took on two project-based mod, both non-examinable but equally if not more time-consuming than a typical module. One pass/fail (entrepreneurship if anyone is interested) and HW102a (compulsory mod). I'm pretty thankful that I have had team members who faithfully did their parts, and in the first; a really great team leader who not only did his part but also helped everyone in their respective part. I learnt quite a bit from these two modules, and prolly do not regret taking them two simultaneously.

The rest of the modules were pretty normal. Psychology didn't fail my expectations although the fact that the freaking mean and median for midterm were so high was a bit taunting but nevertheless, I have decided to give it all I've got. As for biz fin, damn disappointing. I just hope I didn't make the wrong decision. I'm going to be damn pissed however, if the same shit happens like in HP802. 2 more S/Us to go. It's like a drug; once you start, it's not easy to get off the bandwagon. Would not recommend using unless 100% sure.

I had a list of mostly cons to rationalize my decision; first being midterm totally screwed me up. If not for the !@#$% score, I wouldn't even be entertaining s/u; I mean no one would if they were on equal footing. Second being, not enough time to study, really. Now that we have two weeks left, a miracle is not going to be forthcoming no matter how desperately needed. It's not like I didn't study for it anyway. It's too damn fucking demoralizing to see your efforts go to waste.

The RMI minor, well... I might have been too optimistic about it. If I take it away from the equation, I'm still hopeful about being able to carry out my plan in graduating in 3.5years and going for exchange in the 4th year.

I have had enough disappointments this semester to last me an entire year. That said, time to put all these shit down and look forward. Time to divert all resources onto what matters.

After all that has been said and done; would it be terribly selfish if I hope the biz fin finals wouldn't be easy?

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posted by wantington-ny @ 7:01 PM