why does it feel like its over
When I'm only midway done with exams? Pffftt
Kinda worried for survival analysis please please if there is a God, give me a sign (hit me baby one more time!). Advertising was (Y). I have the feeling she'll be quite lenient. Still...
Pictures of you
Pictures of me
Hung up on the wall for the world to see
Pictures of you
Pictures of me
Remind us all of what used to beIs it me or does everyone else find that there are so many more interesting stuffs to do when one is supposed to be studying? Mmmm
one down four to go
Got my ass kicked instead. Lied like no one's business. Cooked up a relationship with Jack. Crapped like there was no tomorrow. Still I felt I memorized wayyy more than was needed. Why is this year's essay section so difficultttt. ):
Dear God,
Will my brains blow if I study too much?
Yours truly,
Worried undergrad.
Sleep is for the weak. Continues chanting in my head until internalized.
tttka!
(Time to totally kick ass)
Things to do: (after 316)
- movie frenzy
- drama catchup marathon
- gym
- spam resumes for internship
- read
- plan timetable
- play
- spend some quality time with semipro - revisit kwm
- swim/tan
- work?
- volunteer?
- chilllllllll
All these planning has got me eggcitedd!!
habitual creature
I don't think I like being predictable.
But my days are falling into an annoying cycle of boring routines. Wake up at 930, snooze till 10 or 1030, slack till breakfast; start doing work at noon. Sometimes I take long procrastinating breaks in between which I feel terribly guilty after taking them but oh wells what done is done. Like what the math guy said, time you enjoyed wasting is not wasted time. Or smth along that line anyway.
Two more weeks. Really. Not much to ask for. Things are only gonna get more hectic as Wednesday draws nearer.
Oh bother. Whining makes everything feel more trifle. Time to devote my energy on more crucial stuffs.
waiting for the other shoe to drop
Frankly, this does not fucking feel like study break at hall. Shit.
I did more productive things during a weekend that I did this entire week. The guilt and remorse is killing me softly. Finished about five or ten ebooks on kobo since last friday till now. And I even had time for one or three episodes of VD. I know everytime I'm like wtf have so much time to read books but I still keep doing it. It's like you know what you gotta do, but when you actually start living it, it's just different. Words are dirt cheap.
I should forget about inking the infinity symbol and do the last line instead.
I tell myself something along the same lines every semester since the very first one and every time I'm in a new semester, I never remember the promises I made. How the hell do people stick with resolutions? Me, weak-willed have no defense against temptation. Zilch. Nada. Zero. I fall faster than Eve with her apple.
Just kill me (metaphorically.)
Story of my life: (Noooooooooo)
Oh wells. I hope Kelly Clarkson's right;
You think you've got the best of me
Think you've got the last laugh
Bet you think everything that is good is gone
Think you left me broken down
Think I'd come running back
Baby you don't know me
Cos you're dead wrong
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
What doesn't kill you makes a fighter
Footsteps even lighter
Doesn't mean I'm over once you're gone.
five things abt myself
that I didn't realize until yesterday.
1. When life gives you lemons, you have no choice but to make lemonades. Weather was extremely unforgiving yesterday but almost everyone managed to turn up graciously despite the dampening weather even though some had to cab in.
2. I can't take photos for nuts without my spects. My eyes cannot seem to focus at the right place (camera lens) in all the photos and polaroids. Tskk
3. Eyeliner is not my friend. Being pretty is a whole lot of work.
4. Family's da best. They don't ask, they give. <3
5. You are who your friends are. I'm a terrific person myself, hence by logical association my friends are terrific people toooo! Seriously, I have the bestest friends.
(6. Time to lose that five pounds.)
birthday high
Had the bestest time yesterday.
almost there
wrt party preparation. Lol
I hope everything turns out okay. Food, music, people, weather. Crossing my fingers.
Totally don't feel like a studying. ):
Note to self: Need to effing pull the GPA up. MUGSTRONG: pain is temporary, gpa is forever.
Pretty stills from Katy Perry's The One That Got Away
Can't wait for exams to be over!
All the money can't buy me a time machine
Nooooo
Can't replace you with a million rings
Noooo
I should've told you what you mean to me
Whoaaa
Cause now I pay the price
In another life,
I would be your girl
We keep all our promises
Be us against the world
