your love is a lie - simple plan
supercute. superconfident. $800.
Lol
k abt to leave the house soon for some secret mission. so a quick update before i go. anyway, thanks people for the many concern(s). i'm feeling way better than i did a few days ago. right finally saw a doc yesterday after self-medication for the past few days haven been working the way it shld be working. doc gave me a weeek mc from pe. muahaha which means... sat... yay! anyway still in the midst of consideration. training according to agnes was fun but tiring, doing 5v7. anyway, agnes you shld totally have more confidence in yourself! friendly with yj on wed. oh wells. i am so not looking forward to monday, where i have 2hours of chem, 1hour of maths, 1.5 hours of gp and 1hour of econs. which means i'll practically get back everything except physics. wth man. argh might as well get this over and done with. i'm so going to mugmugmug during june!
ciaos.
ling: thanks. i'm over it alrdy. i think. btw you said the same things as shuxin. haha
ray: okay thanks man. haha i'll do whatever you told me to, in a total opposite way. Lol
wanxin: hey thanks. rachel has always been well, this
kind of friend. Lol
damaged - danity kane
wtf. chem score was unbelievable man. im so going to screw it.
im going nuts.
like you'll never see me again - alicia keys
nice nice song. how great would the world be if everyone did just that? no regrets, ever.
almost died last night. was up till 3plus coughing, and i miraculously woke up at 9. my little brother left for camp at kota tinggi today. and last night he sleptwalk at 2! must be the nerves at work. because i fed him with a bit too much info abt the camp, abt leeches in particular. (oops?) shocked me cos he came to my room and seemed to be in a dazed manner. then my mom told me he slepttalk at 4. oh wells. i think it doesn't run in the family. so it's all good. well, at the moment, it's all peace and quiet without him.
this whole blocks period has been far too relaxing. I've made 3 trips to the library, hell make that 4, including the trip to the school library on tues to borrow underworld evolution. and books are such temptations to resist. and I've been blogging on regular basis. okay a bit on UE. it's m18 or so it says at the back of the cd cover. goodness. the sex scenes, there were 2 in the show btw, were so explicit it was gross. at least good luck chuck had a humorous tinge to it but this was plain, erm sex and kinda in the moment thing. thank god i was watching alone without the parents. if not the atmosphere is bound to spell awkward. anyway, it's the kind of show best watched with a cushion in hand to block out certain scenes. got my heart thumping on several occasions. but it's a good show to catch nevertheless. a pity part 3: Rise of the Lycans, is not out yet.
went bloghopping just now. went to this specified blog and i was flabbergasted by her change. i think she was a friend once before all these happened. we went to the same school and all but turned out to be so so different. it's like i never knew her before except i think i did. she always seemed out of reach, and more so now. it's so wrong somehow. i can't help it if our perspectives clash can i?
anyway, it's been what, 6 days alrdy. can i have my old self back please?
built to last - melee
alright alright. i just want to be an entry closer to the 200th one. hahaha
and i can't believe i just told agnes that im SuperbIntelligentCuteKind. i think the flu or smth got to my head. help?
got this from zhiyi's blog. interesting to learn. haha
Your Birthdate: November 14
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You work well with others. That is, you're good at getting them to do work for you.
It's true that you get by on your charm. But so what? You make people happy!
You're dynamic, clever, and funny. And people like to have you around.
But you're so restless, they better not expect you to stay around for long.
Your strength: Your superstar charisma
Your weakness: Commitment means nothing to you
Your power color: Fuchsia
Your power symbol: Diamond
Your power month: May
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well, diamond is every girl's best friend. but really, i prefer gold, it's pricier. and i so dun like fuchsia, its like midway of pink and purple. and eh commitment mean smth to me k. wth. thats partly why im in what i am now. stupid. and im totally the faithful kind. tsk.
nobody's perfect - hannah montana
being sick sucks. eeyucks i hate lamenting on the fact that im sick. sicksicksick.
evidence of boredom at work. btw the keyboard is on my lap as im typing this. lameo. (in case you were wondering, my keyboard is wireless la. hahahah)
poof
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woof
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everybody makes mistakes,
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everybody has those days.
don't wanna try - frankie j
launched into full sick mode on fri morning. good friday indeed. almost died during tuition on sat cos i had a throbbing headache in the midst of it. goodness how to take the paper on tues like this. being a sick cat sucks man. being so close to tournaments like this sucks even more. knowing that i shld be doing smth abt it but not being able to sucks. ): it's been what, 3 days only?! goodness it feels like an eternity alrdy.
let it go - alex and brit
hello. haven been updating for very long. not sure how to go from here after abstaining from the computer (in actual fact, only blogger because it's quite tedious to blog because it weighs on my conscience besides have to log in and click new post and yada yada yada). haha i admit im a lazy pig. lets start with the most obvious. for people with my combi, blocks are over except for that chem mcq we'll be having on tues afternoon. thankfully it's afternoon, im so going to complain whine and bitch abt it if they were to make us come back in the morning for an one hour paper and assembly. anyway that clearly didn't stop me from celebrating after physics paper. frankly i've been looking forward to Good Friday since March hols. It’s like, it marks the start of break, until well, until the blocks are officially over.
started off with gp which i wld say was a pretty good headstart for the intense week except for the aq which was tsktsktsk. econs was well a bit of a problem but i had it coming seeing how i only banked on 2 chapters which was a pretty much bad choice after seeing the essay qns. maths was abit of ohshit. had 2whole unsolvable (if there's such word) qns which was so not usually the case. despite doing the revision for block test paper for maths, i think it didnt help much. the qns that came out werent one bit similar, but i supposed it wld be too easy if it were the case. chem paper was arghalmostdiedandscrewedup cos i got my organic chem mixed up! truth is the paper wasnt very difficult. sighs. there goes. physics was alright, and unlike for maths, similar qns did came out from the revision paper. and thankfully the 3 open ended qns were only 10m each. aiyo typing this suddenly makes me think that it's been only what 4days of intensity and i felt drained, demoralized and a bit defeated. actually chem alone did that to me. oh and some are saying that there's a re-block test for those who fail chem. drats. i wonder when the results will be out? xxxxx my fingers (cross not kiss, lol).
for me, i only started revision during march hols. and to my realisation, i only had to mug for 7days and i get abt 10days of break including the weekends till school resumes. but the thing was i didnt even do much during the hols. there were some productive days which i'm grateful for, at least the guilt doesnt snowball that much. speaking of snowball, it's becoming my pet word. anyway training is about to resume soon. a div fast approaching on the 21st. how come i get this same feeling as i did last year. tsk. please dun let the same thing happen this year. ):
went out with cheryl and chuyan to watch step up 2: the streets after physics. the actual plan was to catch it on the day of its release but studies had came first. great, because it gave me a reason to study and look forward to it. oh and i was following up with it, and you know what, it started sneaking in in cinemas like on the 8th or smth. and i thgt sneak previews were generally, only one two days before the actual thing. met way lot of familiar faces while we were there. for eg, bestie shuxin winnie yiling, monica stella zhiyi, the guys, shumin and her friends and jonas, the guy from tuition whom i havent seen in a long while. turns out they all went for the same time slot, except jonas monica stella zhiyi and winnie who had piano exam later on. step up 2 was great, the dance moves were more than awesome and hot albeit a bit short (98min). the female lead andie was like clad in sports bra throughout the whole show, and she was pretty pretty when she came out in that white halter dress at one part. chase was quite hot. the pranks the crews had to do to compete in the streets were hilarious esp the one chase and crew did. the final showdown was freaking awesome laa. and you know what, moose is omigoshunbelievable only 15 in real life. shopped awhile with cheryl and went to the library. like yay even though my legs felt like they were going to break after walking for very very long and my throat was starting to itch like crazy but it's the library so it was all worthwhile! got 3books which i've finished 2 by now, going on to the third one soon. maybe i'll drop by the library again tmr. hehe
oh btw, one shld totally check out the mvs from the soundtrack. and definitely this link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cTC_YPDQKKg&NR=1
crushcrushcrush - paramore
okay. pretty much decided to re-edit that post. weird even though I'm reediting it now at 20mar, it'll still be noted as 12mar. anyway, whats new. lost the vjc match like i said. difference was shockingly vast. things weren't suppose to be that way. subway-ed after that at singpost. oh btw, after going to vj, i felt more appreciative of ny. Lol they shld totally come to our school next time and see what they're missing out. oh and they have striped field! dun think i mentioned that before. and saints have it too. according to Agnes, we're in the midst of queuing for it. Lol. went past saints today again and they constructed 2 new netball courts next to the field! my god. so cool please. but the court seemed a bit miniature.
okay thats abt it for now till i feel like updating again.
can't help but wait - trey songz
okay this guy's name a bit weird dun ya think? anyway try listening to Mario's if and this and tell me what you think. striking resemblance man.
i've been sleeping like a pig. goodness.
vj friendly tmr. 8am.
blocks in 6 days.
goodbye.
for now.
Lol
slow down baby - christina aguilera
Okay. The truth just set in. finally, after taking the paper last Oct, we finally got to see the outcome. Man. Most of my friends did well or okay at the very least, meiping and Nigel both got A's. What's to say? I duno. I dun feel anything, not something extreme anyway. Was hoping to get a B, but got a C instead. So well, disappointment seems to be there. But I think I sort of knew it, before I saw it. Just like O's. What’s to expect after just scraping promos for chinese. At least I got merit for oral which I didn't think I would get, because I only got pass for oral. O's. It still feels not too far away when we sat for our last paper on the 16th, for Chemistry and Amaths paper 2. And this year, A's. Time flies. You know how sometimes the environment forces you to grow up. Sometimes prematurely. There's always a child in every one. This is like one terrific scenario. Like you can't get what you want, despite life being too short for regrets. Sometimes I wonder why we are in this sorta cycle; baby, child, adolescent, and adult, aged. And at every stage, we face different kind of stress, and the stress snowballs. No wonder no one likes being grown-up. Sigh. Life's sad. By the way, I'm not suicidal so dun worry. It's just I dun really like this cycle and what life's got planned for me. I always see myself marrying someone good by my standards, and then spending the rest of our lives happily ever ever after in a nice house, with maybe one or two kids. I'll do the things I like, and my hubby would come home every night and (...censored...). Lol. But then, there's quite impossible. See what reading too much fantasy books does to you! Makes you imagine things. But it's not wrong to dream is it. Anyway, I think I'm not brooding over it, by it I mean my Chinese results. What’s left to do anyway. Doesn’t matter. Re-take? Siao, waste of time. What won't kill you makes you stronger. Chinese is not important. No no no. and we are made for so much more than a subject grade please. My mind is focus and my mind is set. After blocks.
I'm really over it. At least I think I am.
pictures of you - the last goodnight
omg i duno why I'm blogging now when i have so many things to do, things that i can list without using my brain and after training. okay that sounded a bit self-insulting and quite a bit of self-depreciating. anyway. saw the step up 2: the streets trailer on TV yesterday and i thgt to myself, i so want to watch it. it's coming out on the 13/03 btw, during mar hols. but then again, recent experience; Jumper, told me not to carry too much hopes. too much hopes, greater the disappointment. better not to have high expectations but so hard to when I've watched the behind-the-scenes and all alr.
training today was alright, enough to play a full game. ran 15rounds round the hall for 15mins for warm up and did one set of benching. laalaalaa. theres an u-19 game/selection this sat. zzz
anyway. with regards to recent headliner; it's so amazing how things can continue to function as they normally do when we have a JI leader on the run as an escapee. isn't it queer how things can go on without disruption? okay i know the saying time and tide waits for no man but omg.
testing 1 2 3.
time. to. get. back. to. basics.
friday; A level results, most importantly, concerning us, chinese results. gbm.
see you again - miley cyrus
Caught underworld again last night despite having watched it before. Man I love stuffs about vampires and werewolves. They are like so intriguing. I so want to watch the sequels for Underworld. Never mind. I think the library has them. Shall go for it after blocks. Anyway, I’m pretty curious how my brain/mind works. Sometimes I do things knowing I would come to regret it in the future, sometimes I just go with the flow. Human behavior is so fascinating. Anyway, last sat, saw this guy on the train; he was like fiddling with a rubis cube. And the thing was, he dissected or rather dismantled every piece and fixed it back to perfect the puzzle. Finally, someone who do things the way I do, when rubis cube was still in for me. Unscrupulous you were saying? Haha I say it doesn’t matter. Besides it’s only a game.
chop me up - justin timberlake ft timbaland three-6 mafia
Okay so we’re not stopping for block tests. Well. We’ve got to do what we’ve got to do. That’s sounds funny. Anyway, cca bazaar was well, cca bazaar. Same old same old. Some things never change. Not the least of my problem anyway. Got about 30odd names saw some familiar faces and that’s about it for cca bazaar. So much for it. Should have used the time to hit the gym.
Caught Jumper on thurs. Well, it was below expectations. So if any of you here intends to catch it, you might as well save the money and spend it somewhere else or on another movie, even though Hayden Christensen was kinda hot. The trailer was so enticing but who to blame. A mere 88mins and ya that’s about it. There’s been some rumors about its sequel, but let’s see when it comes. Missed the first 5mins of the show. And not sure who told me that there was sexual scenes in the show but guess what. There was only this one part that hinted it, where they took of their clothes with fervor. Okay sounds kinda wrong. Haha and basically that’s about it. I think they cut too much. So I’ll prolly check it out again at some other sources. Haha even straits times review says that it’s disappointedly underwhelming despite having the director who produced Mr. and Mrs. Smith.
friday, caught baiyungang in school. Oh ya hit the gym before that. Then went home to shower cos I brilliantly left shampoo and soap out of my bag. Then went back to school to catch the soccer match btw ny and sr. score was 0-2 to sr. and the 2 shots were made before halftime which I didn’t get to witness. Oh wells. Caught up with Nigel for awhile after getting back to sch from dinner. Turns out, a few of our friends joined soccer as well. Joel in aj, crispin in yj, tianzhe in ny and him in sr. and they all happened to be in the same north zone together with innova. Oh and Agnes happened to know Nigel back during the jae period. And surprisingly they gave strange descriptions about each other. Lol. Back to baiyungang. Got shocked at one particular part, and was pretty much puzzled by the plot and the sequence of the play ¼ of the time.
today, sian time flies. Like tingyong’s msn nick says, weeks seem to go faster then days. Makes sense, right? So many things to do, and again so little time. Life is always about going against time. Homework on top of revision. You know sometimes when you get too overwhelmed with things to do, you end up not doing anything at all because you duno where to start despite knowing that once you take a step, even a baby step, things will get its momentum and starts going. Well, that’s exactly my situation right now.
