Silence Speaks

like you'll never see me again - alicia keys

nice nice song. how great would the world be if everyone did just that? no regrets, ever.

almost died last night. was up till 3plus coughing, and i miraculously woke up at 9. my little brother left for camp at kota tinggi today. and last night he sleptwalk at 2! must be the nerves at work. because i fed him with a bit too much info abt the camp, abt leeches in particular. (oops?) shocked me cos he came to my room and seemed to be in a dazed manner. then my mom told me he slepttalk at 4. oh wells. i think it doesn't run in the family. so it's all good. well, at the moment, it's all peace and quiet without him.

this whole blocks period has been far too relaxing. I've made 3 trips to the library, hell make that 4, including the trip to the school library on tues to borrow underworld evolution. and books are such temptations to resist. and I've been blogging on regular basis. okay a bit on UE. it's m18 or so it says at the back of the cd cover. goodness. the sex scenes, there were 2 in the show btw, were so explicit it was gross. at least good luck chuck had a humorous tinge to it but this was plain, erm sex and kinda in the moment thing. thank god i was watching alone without the parents. if not the atmosphere is bound to spell awkward. anyway, it's the kind of show best watched with a cushion in hand to block out certain scenes. got my heart thumping on several occasions. but it's a good show to catch nevertheless. a pity part 3: Rise of the Lycans, is not out yet.

went bloghopping just now. went to this specified blog and i was flabbergasted by her change. i think she was a friend once before all these happened. we went to the same school and all but turned out to be so so different. it's like i never knew her before except i think i did. she always seemed out of reach, and more so now. it's so wrong somehow. i can't help it if our perspectives clash can i?

anyway, it's been what, 6 days alrdy. can i have my old self back please?

posted by wantington-ny @ 6:30 PM