Crazy sem
Seriously. I think there's a conspiracy out there to kill us with deadlines.
2 weeks to my birthday! 1 more week after that to finalsss. 2 weeks after that that to YAY!
I'm so lag I duno where to pick myself up. Zzzzzzzzzzz
Now to make it come true
I kissed a football player because I was high. Now that..... Hahahahha
OMGawd see what stress is doing to me....
Now we can pretend
Seven days has gone so fast,
I really thought the pain would last.
It's been nearly an hour since
I thought of you.If running away and hide was an option, I would have disappeared. Everything's kinda piling up and there are simply times where you said ah forget it. If life is a rat race and you're winning, you're still a rat.
Mantra for the week: If you really want to do something, you'll (fucking)
find a way. If you don't you'll find an excuse.
WTF
No seriously, it's wednesday, thursday and friday again. I think the teachers @ SPMS are trying to kill us. How in the world are we going to find time to start revision if the assignments and projects workload keep coming?! Tskk
I need a break from a break from guilt.
We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hands
But you played me,
You played me to the beat.
Mundane Monday
Lack of sleep makes wanting a dull girl. Like a seriously. Brought an extra file along when I already packed what I needed into my bag. Plus the downpour. Sighs
The weekend was pretty much a bust. Got fixated on this 80days itouch app for the whole of Sunday. And knowing I have a midterm on Tuesday, that is really saying a lot. Need to get a gawddamn focus pill and get the head in the game. And again, that's knowing I still have four books to finish reading before I can get to the plan.
What's wrong with this sem? What's wrong with me??
One more frigging month to my 21st birthday and then exams. Haha
So right it went wrong
This spells out the entire week in honest.
Today was gloom, gloom and gloom. Triple literally. First was the midterm that we got back. Fully expected to pass. And I did. Barely. But I had a feeling. After seeing many >70ish it doesn't take a genius to figure out how I felt. Second was the part where I was told there was nothing for me to do short of offing my 3g network, to lengthen my batt life. Oh why Moto, why! I charge it twice on a daily basis. Like !#$%= Then after making it down to the moto service centre which was conveniently at the cathay, which meant on the way home, I thought of dropping by chapter 2 for a much needed haircut. Just as I was about done with my moto business, it started pouring. Passed by the new cathay gallery and spent a good half an hour there. It was like a mini museum that brings you back in history. The illustrious Loke family history.
I knew I had few options. Really. a) movie. It's not like I haven't caught one by myself. And I really wanted to watch Real Steel. b) starbucks. Didn't wanna feel like a loser sitting by myself with almost nothing to do. The difference with catching a movie and chilling at starbucks is obviously, the former takes place in the dark. Hence less naked if you know what I mean. c) call pickup service aka mom. She refused. d) buy an umbrella.
No prize for getting the answer right. Stinking 7-11 umbrella costs 6bucks. Zzz
Third gloomz has to be the bloody long wait. First the guy told me to come back in half an hour. I didn't want to appear too eager, I went back after 40min. Waiting ten before someone attended to me, which was typical waiting time, I think. Then another guy washed by hair. I finished reading (in depth) half of 2011 May's (I forgot which mag) and reckon by my estimation waited at least another thirty before another guy came over to cut my hair. He apologised of course, which conscious service oriented crew wouldn't? And on the front I was like, np. But inside I was blowing the short fuse. Sorry is just that. A word. It doesn't mean much. Anyone can say sorry. Sheesh. Why ruin other people's day right?
Anyway, he made me wait so long I wasn't willing and frankly didn't want to tell him that I was heading straight home to dinner and sleep right after. Afterall I paid for wash cut and style.
Conquering the world
With 3g service, google map and a spare battery, anything is possible.
Went all the way to bukit timah shopping centre (yt's recommendation) to get Cheryl's psych tb photocopied because I found it abit dear to return the tb that I mugged hard for to its owner. Relied on chuyan's directions and the power of google map to arrive safely at btsc. Inside, it was a bit rural, rustic, first time being there and all, I had a creepy feeling of being watched. And I was. By the domestic helpers who were lined up sitted in various and countless maid agencies which all boasted to be the best. I went to the 4th storey chop chop-wise and did what I set out to in record time. A small blemish to my plans though. One day delay. But I guess that can't be helped. All in all, it was a great day.
328 midterm was doable mostly. And thank God for small favors. 316 on Monday wasn't too bad as well, but bell curve wise, oh mannn.
Grrrr. I'm hungryyy.
