Silence Speaks

reality suckss

i'm a procrastinator, what are you?

note to self: blogging often is not a good sign but rather an ominous one. do not blog as often! at least until 18nov.

goodness. i have been so absorbed with reading my books that i haven't done a single worthy thing that i feel proud to acknowledge here. spent the entire yesterday reading New Moon (second sequel of Twilight by stephenie meyer), and basically that's that unless you count tuition in. oh and i read till 3am. siao i know. i think i was out of my mind okay strike that, i go out of my mind everytime i pick up a good book. i get easily absorbed into the book to the extent that i can forget abt my churning hunger (for food). looking back, tsktsktsk. i shldn't even have rewarded myself that much after prelims since really, who am i kidding? the hell i did lots of revising or practising. and that wld show in a few days time. no wait, it has already shown since the scores for chem mcq are out. needless to say, i'm disappointed yet again. maybe this is another amazing reason why i happily merrily like to read fiction books becos they NEVER remind me of the title of this particular post.

i'm so not ready to go back to school. first the waking-up part at 6am though i always snooze it until 630. second the sleep-early part. my body operates in a weird way, like it can adapt quickly to late bedtimes but can't do the same for the early ones. third, guilt come flooding back due to the mighty procrastination yours truly did. fourth, i hate the fact that time is REALLY running out; the countdown on the school's website says 37days 07hours 52min and ticking seconds. and the worst part is, i'm not doing anything to help myself. sighs. and now i wonder why i'm still doing here. if i have the time to type these shit, how come i dun have time to do my work or at least find time to find my motivation back. at least the latter would be a good investment something that goes a long way, i think.

i'll be heading for bed. hopefully tmr would be a better day. (cliche much?)

posted by wantington-ny @ 11:54 PM