Silence Speaks

clumsy - fergie

hi folks. i know i haven't been around much but so have you. never mind if you dun get it. (hints* the tags).

anyway besides the fact that the fact that i dun really like this song, the title really fits today's entry to a T. (k i digress actually I've got to admit I've no idea why it's like that, the phrase fits to a T i mean.) anyway gosh. do they celebrate/commemorate clumsy day today or smth. like omg first i drop my handphone when i swore i could have caught it. okay that's probably slow reflexes in the morning, understandable. next i brushed my teeth too hard and it bled somewhere. (i hadn't manage to find the source but hey at least i tried. so bonus points for me. HA) probably my own doing again since my eyes weren't really open and my mind not really functioning at a conscious level yet. after i washed up and left the toilet, i banged into the closet door. okay how lame is that? i duno, how abt you tell me. argh. things just happened! call it a series of unfortunate events. zzz i mean come on! any other day, one of the above happens, I'll be glad to get over it. but hello i didn't ask for all in a single morning. that was like wow. then i started knocking things down, bumping into them and dropping things like my waterbottle on my table, the edge of the table which had been damnitouch and my comb respectively. that was so insane.

that wasn't all. i came into realization a startling fact abt myself. you see it's normal for people to talk to themselves. (right?) i mean i do that some times, you probably do too and any one else. but after i read, things tend to get a little worse. like how i found myself talking to me expressing openly and aloud when the series of unfortunate events happened this morning. omg. thank goodness i was alone in the room. my sis if she were there would have thgt I've gone nuts. for some time, okay for a few seconds, i thgt i was going bonkers. then i rmbred smth agnes said; "talking is like talking to yourself". Lol anyway i realized talking to oneself isn't like a symptom of insanity because everyone does that at some point. hahaha anyway in case you were wondering my point. my point is that i get a little bit high and abnormal after reading books. like yesterday. shuxin msged me asking what's to bring for econs lecture today. i end up replying her in 2 msges when all she needed the answer to her question was the first two words of my msg. hahaha

ohohoh and this utterly embarrassing thing happened yesterday when i was at the library. i entered the lift at the third storey, wanting to get to the ground floor. i guess i was too eager or smth. there was this one other guy in the same lift. then there was this lady who pressed the lift at the second floor. to me, the lift had unexpectedly opened then, and i walked out, ignorantly and oblivious to my surroundings at first until i sort of heard that guy calling me back telling me it wasn't the ground floor yet and i saw for myself that it wasn't my destination. god how embarrassing was that. of course i didn't go back in to save my sorry ass frm embarrassment and my huge ego and pride. i hung around at the 2nd floor for some time like say 45mins. not that i planned it to be 45mins but i was too absorbed in the book i was reading to care about the time. imagine if i had like taken the stairs I'll prolly see that guy around and how awkward would that be. goodness. it was like so totally embarrassing.

okay bye. done ranting for today and yesterday. HA what a relief to let loose everything. toodles

posted by wantington-ny @ 1:41 PM